Maybe, i had a premonition the argument was going to happen because i had a prelude to that with my room mate and i arguing over my being snobbish or the fact that im always in this foul mood. Well, i told him reasons why he thinks this is so, maybe not the whole thing but that i was in this emotional stuff and trying to get out of it.Slept, thinking about the argument and the MAIN issue........didn't wake up till 11 the next morning (that has been a normal now). Had a plan to go see Dr. fox about some offers and do some reading over the class assessment given last night. Still, the mood was foul and then the phone came in..................well, not that i wasn't happy to receive her call but then i was still angry over the fact that she didn't respond to earlier calls made by me.She called about something else but i had to pour out my mind..........and it came like Niagara. This wasn't going to be pretty and i knew that. Fire and brimstone...everywhere, you did this, and you did that. Networks went bad, redial on the button.For what seemed like forever, the argument raged on and on..........mehn!, i hate it when i have to go back to the past, cause it will always bring some bad memories.I wish she could just understand my stand point and know im for real and  mean no harm. The past should just belong where it is...the past. i know they say you can not understand where you are going to , if you don't know where you are coming from.However, you can chart a new course for the future by taking the good times from the past...not the ugly sides. We are joining forces (pray its forever) now  to do something we both care about and that is the future.......................